one seventeen

Therapy.

Today was a rough day for a lot of reasons.

Lots of internal stuff has been swimming around inside and today they all decided to gang up on each other. 

I decided to give myself a day off. 

I was supposed to do my 3rd day of yoga this week. I got halfway through and literally couldn't find an ounce of energy to finish. Usually I push through and miraculously end up finishing the workout. 

But today I am emotionally and physically drained. 

So I gave up, took a hot shower, went to the store (in my pajamas...I don't remember the last time I went outside in my pajamas), bought some chocolate, and rented a movie.

Then I painted, watched B-list tv and planned long-off trips all day.

New Zealand, anyone?

I don't feel bad about it at all.

Today was a mulligan.

Tomorrow will be better.